Forever 15 <3
Dear Blakeeeyy,
Hey buddy.. I wanted to write you a letter even though you’re gone.. Your gone.. I still can’t believe or accept it.. You were so young Blake. You were just a baby.. You had so much to accomplish, so much to learn, so much to achieve.. You and me Blake. Were one of the same. We both love making other people smile.. and we both neglect ourselfs to make sure those around us can get away from thier sad feelings while we harbor our own. I remember the first time I met you. It was the summer.. You were going into the 7th and you were still that short chubby smiling kid. You and Josh just so happened to be walking by my house and i ran at Josh and i met you. We walked to sonic and I remember telling you that you were gonna be my Blakkeyy and my only Blakkkeyy.. Everytime I saw you after that you always had such a smile on your face that i couldn’t help but make you smile because i loved it so much. I remember tackling you at church because I hadn’t seen you in forever. You smiled and you were happy to see me.. After that we rarely talked to or saw eachother. I remember i was excited for you because you were going back to our middle school and that ment you would be attending our high school when it was time.. But you told me you couldn’t go to my high school but we had plans to see eachother.. I miss you so much.. And it kills me inside to know i never got that chance to see you one last time. I keep getting a picture in my head of your last moments and it kills my heart and soul. It feels good to believe that you’re some where beautiful, some where you can smile and you are free of all the pains you had. I wish i could have hugged you once more Blakeeeyy and I’m happy I got the chance to be in your presence.. To make you smile, to talk to you, to hug you, and to be your friend Blake. I’ll never forget that cute little chubby kid that will always and forever be my one and only Blakkeyy. I love you kid. Watch over us. I’ll see you in Heaven beautiful Angel. <3
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